"An even more survivor's guilt of like, well now I have to share with my sister that I'm gene negative while she knows that she's gene positive and is she gonna despise me for that? And of course not, it's just, it's how your brain works and how it makes you feel. But those processes were, it was years long and in the long term, like my sister and I are closer than we've ever been. She knows that I'm in her corner every step of the way. And you know, my sister and I are only a couple years apart in age, so we experienced things with Huntington's disease and our dad in a lot of similar ways. So between me and her, like, we're the only people that understand it as we understand it, if that makes any sense."