"Are you secretly addicted to the anxiety of decoding his mixed signals? When someone's words and actions constantly contradict each other and you choose to stay, you stop acting like a mature woman. Instead, your relationship becomes a chaotic game of guessing where you stand. You find yourself riding an emotional roller coaster, clinging to the sudden bursts of affections and then completely crashing when he withdraws into cold distance. You convince yourself that this dizzying cycle of highs and lows is passionate in density, but let's call it what it really is, an emotional trap that keeps you attached through uncertainty rather than genicolousness. In a little girl is right now mistaking instability for excitement, desperately chasing confirmation that she is chosen and validated and because she's terrified of losing that temporary high, she forces you to perform these anxious obsessive survival strategies. They are keeping your nervous system in a constant state of hyper vigilance and let's be real, they never giving you the calm and stable love you actually want. You have completely erased your own peace and your own colors just to earn his consistency."