"as well as I didn't have the dream of, I want to have a million followers. I want to have a bunch of popularity. I didn't have that dream. That's where like the spotlight found me. I didn't ask for it. And I'm like, okay, God, well, I guess this is where I'm supposed to be. I saw a really different world. So be careful what you wish for at that time. I was not ready to handle it. It overwhelmed me. I actually kind of mentally shut down, had a bit of a breakdown, ended up being the dark night of the soul. I did not handle the, how do I even put it? I mean, I had death threats, and then they death threats to my family. So I couldn't share anything about my family online, men that were in the public eye threatening to rape me, all kinds of stuff. I'm not sure why spirit is wanting to share this, but be careful what you're wishing for. As I said, if you're not happy in the moment when maybe you don't have everything that you think you should have, if you don't have boundaries and you haven't done yourself work, you need to do that. And that's that process that God is going to take you through the process of being ready for it."